letsconclude

letsconclude @ 2008-12-31T11:59:00

2008-12-31T04:07:55Z

Hey hey ~ haha!

Its New ear eve today! I bet everyone's got a plan where to go for countdown, as for me i don't know. I'm just a follower following my beloved friends and my baby ~ Yesterdy had a big quarrel with both my boyfriend and my mo, cried like crazy. I almost got grounded. Fcuk. Whatver what matter's now is i could meet my boyfriend, nothing else is much important then this. He is onlybookig out at 5.30. My whole afternoon is boring shit! Lol. Maybe having majong session ~ hahahahaha. Oh yeah, BEAR IS FINALLY BACK! Saw him yeserday at rayson house, darm childish la he, cannot win then make so much of noise, stupid ass. derek the lame one playing dota beside me. that's worst okay. i stared at the screen but seems to see nothing but lights flying around. haha! Rachel was like so lucky yesterday, they almost fliped the whole table around. haha!okay whatever, off to blast my darling nich up! :) Bye.

letsconclude @ 2008-12-29T13:46:00

2008-12-29T05:53:31Z

This days i've been out with my beloved tracy, derek, junyu, weihong, fabian, chinnyong, gary, sameul, nichelle, rayson, randy, qizhi, 13 and his stead.

I spend my christmas with them, went to townn. Got sepreated by ton's of people there. haha, end up majong at my house. Great yeah? LOL! Majong, majong and still majong. this days are just majong. but its fun okay. Where's my bear? He went over to china and now perhaps he is going over to hongkong. God i miss him, i miss his entertainment. Lots of things happen this day, good thing , not bad ~ I'm going out with tracy and derek and co. over to kbox later on. I'm just waiting for my ipod to charge so that i could use it. New year? Where to countdown? Perhaps with the same old people, haha! okay i'm done crapping here. BYE!

For you, terence low <3

2008-12-23T06:43:26Z

If i had to live my life without you near me,
The days would all be empty, the night will seems so long.
You, I see forever, Oh so clearly.
I might have been in love before, but i never felt this strong.
Our dreams are young and we both know,
they'll take us where we want to go.
Hold me now, touch me now. I don't want to live without you.

Nothing's gonna change my love for you,
You ought to know by now how much i love you.
One thing you can be sure of, i'll never ask for more then your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you,
You ought to know by now how much i love you.
You wanna change my whole life through,
but nothing's gonna change my love for you.

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead a way for us, Lke a guiding star.
I'll be there for you if you should need me, You don't have to change a thing.
I'll love you just the way you are.
So come with me and share the view, I'll help you see forever too.
Hold me now, touch me now. I don't want to live without you.

Nothing's gonna change my love for you,
You ought to know by now how much i love you.
One thing you can be sure of, i'll never ask for more then your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you,
You ought to know by now how much i love you.
You wanna change my whole life through,
but nothing's gonna change my love for..

Nothing's gonna change my love for you,
You ought to know by now how much i love you.
The one who change my whole life through,
but nothing's gonna change my love for you ~

Nothing's gonna change my love for you,
You ought to know by now how much i love you.
One thing you can be sure of, i'll never ask for more then your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you,
You ought to know by now how much i love you.
You wanna change my whole life through,
but nothing's gonna change my love for you[x2]

Smile my boy :)

letsconclude @ 2008-12-23T14:23:00

2008-12-23T06:26:43Z

The sweetest joy, the wildest woe is love.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, and it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth. It always perseveres. And now these three remain; faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love

Do i have to say once more? that i love you more then anything else.

letsconclude @ 2008-12-17T11:23:00

2008-12-17T03:58:24Z

Ten days in china ws a torture baby! I'm back ~

Beijng(3days)
Temperature was -10 Degrees ! Went to The olden days Emperor's Palace and learnt that women and men are strictly seperated at homes. I was freezing till i could hardly even walk and i almost cried. that's so embrassing! hmm, in beijing, went to climb the great wall of china. It was awesome. The steps are steep and uneven. Only my sister, my 1 years older cousin and my 3 years older brother managed to reach the top. I was freezing and guess where i went? haha bak to the bus to sleep! The tour guide said so far, only 3 people managed to complete WALKING the whole great wall of china. 1 80 years old man complete walking in 3 years, 1 japanese althelete complete it in a year and the other, i forgoten. oh and it was hot at the top and cold at the bottom. wierd right. I really pity those people who built the great wall of china. We even went to te beijing olympic stadium, they have like three big stadium they. Just that land size could cover the whole singapore, imagine man. ~ Some where in the along our day when we stop by to take picture's there was a 100m screem tv. It was cool ~. The sky is alreay dark during the 4pm in china while singapore's sky only turn dark at 7-8pm. People living in Beijing really has some attitude problems. Like in a restaurant, when you ask for extra bowl or cups, they give that kind of black face like as if we're asking them to be a beggar. Okay i swear china has alot of beggars. Both old and young ones, they could just go car to car in a traffic and ask for money? Do you even believe that. God, they both legs and hands, not like as if they are blind or something. Why can't they find a job to do at least it is so much better then begging in the streets. Beijing food are terribly salty, their salt and soya sauce are like free, not exactly free but cheap. so they tense to put alot for the flavouring and other species. overall it's still okay :)

Nanjing(1Day)
went to this bridge that the china people built without any foreiners help. People used to look down on china but they didn't when the bridge was built. Thats because the bridge was huge. Remember the world war 2? Where japanese came into singapore and started all the killing, torturing and raping? Well, singapore wasn't the only country which suffered these stuffs from the japanese. The japanese went on war with the China people, In NANJING. a total of 300,000 people died and that was a huge masscare. Sad case. The people in nanjing still hates a japanese until now. One old man age 90+ is still making a trip to japan every year to sue the japanese and want them to plead guilty. why did he have to go every year? cause every year he went, he lost his case. There was this place where all 300k people died, my whole tour group went there. The skeletons were there for display. One japanese man would come every beginning year at that place and kneel down infront of all the dead people names and cry. Thats because he was one of the people whom did all those nasty things. Its really saddening. i as freak out when i was there my auntie was like, god i got no comments. haha. Nanjing people are very stright forward. Sometimes you may think that they are such jerks, buthey, they are stright forward. Something that most singaporean can't be. The food there are a little too salty. Not as salty as beijing food. Less vegetables too (:

Wuxi(1Day)
Wuxi is more to pearl. Nanjing is more to jade and Beijing is more to crystal. Nothing fun about wuxi you know. except a place where they called it something like "San guo" Something. The horses are lovely! (: there was a performance about the guanyu, liu bei thingy then theres horses. One horse looked at me and i was like *waving "HI !" then i point towards the other direction tell it to concentrate on its performance. Hey it knew what i was doing ! gosh that cute little horse. ((:: Wuxi's people are friendly, th tell lots of jokes around, smiling all day and most importantly they don't behave like typical gangster's. Hey i like this one. Wuxi food are seet and nice. Suitable for singaporeans.

Su zhou(1Day)
Nothing much in Su zhou. Infact, thats the boring-est place in china. Gosh i don' even wanna talk about it. Suzhou's people just behave like normal singaporeans Except that when the accidentally bang into people, instead of apologising they scolded us. Like for example, there was this lady who came by asking my grandmother to buy something that worth nothing. We told her no thanks, and she scolded us saying " Come tour don't ant spend moneyy come for what?" I ws lik so angry and scream back at her telling her its our money why she bother! The food in suzhou is kind of mix of beijing and wuxi's food. Another i saw there, i really pity those kids who are force to beg money. They were selling flower to raise money for their daily needs. The will just pull and couples and refused to let them off till they buy a few flowers from them, to them one is not enough. When those kids did not manage to sell it out when there is a chance too, their mom will just srceam at them from a side. Pathetic kids. :(

Hang Zhou(1Day)
Hey Went to see how olden days people used to live in their houses. Gosh its big alright! How i wish i got a house like that! haha, we went to seat boat brought ton's of things. haha. The food & people are just like Suzhou's.

Shang Hai(2Day)
Two days of exploring and Shopping people ! We just shop shop shop and still shop ~ My favourite baby! haha. Oh ya, we seat a ship, a huge ship that fits 300+ people. The scenery was perfect! We went around shanghai and see how much shanghai has change. Theey have building like singapore did, the technology there was good too, don't look down on them man, you'll neve guess if one day they will over take us. haha! The food there are okay, not used to it exactly. The people there don't love smiling but they are friendly!

Done ! 10 Days just gone like that. Hey pictures upload some time later. I left my camera in my mom's car. Too bad ! (:

letsconclude @ 2008-11-23T21:44:00

2008-11-23T13:46:57Z

小酒窝

我还在寻找一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷替我烦恼为我生气为我闹

幸福开始有预兆缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊有变化了

小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老

幸福开始有预兆缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊有变化了

小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老

小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好我永远爱你到老

letsconclude @ 2008-11-19T17:29:00

2008-11-19T09:45:11Z

Its our 7th month together boyf, if i were not foolish enough i would have been with you for a year plus. hah.

We went prawning yesterday with gekming and jamanye, Yeah we caught only 5prawn. haha after that went home. When i was darm bored switching the tv channels, nichelle messagge over and ask if i want to have a game of majong. I called my boyf the next second and wake him up. He acturlly woke up from his precious dream and cab over with qizhi. Haha i was touch yeah darm happy! hah, anyway i lost 53dollars. wth? hhaa! we played till morning 8am. I lost like shit! i'm going china soooooooon ~
I want a job badly now! kill my boredom. haha. Goodbye

letsconclude @ 2008-11-17T15:01:00

2008-11-17T07:28:32Z

3rd december! Why can't it be next year? My boyf is going into army in just 16days time. I'm going to be lonely or even i can't see him for three weeks stright. Oh my ~ This year chirstmas and new year i got to spend alone. Wa, i darm shag now! God god god god god god god! How i wish i wuold had i freezing machine to freeze the time right now! I want to cry, yet no tears are dropping. All i could do is to hug my boyf real tight and remember how it feels like. Sigh, I am so going to miss him very very badly. 2 years! i'm already 17 when he completes his army service. Lets just everything goes well, What if i get bully by some other people i don't know what would happen. This news is like darm last mintue. Wth! I hate it ~ Sigh.

I'm sick for days, took tons of medicine. I had a terrible cough which cause my lungs and heart to beat faster and faster every second. This makes my asthma come back, i had difficultly breathing. God! Everyting is just so so so unlucky. I'm feeling better anyway not that suffering already. Tracy will be my lesbian partner, school is going to reopen. Yeah BORED! I got like totally no mood in everything. All i can do is to remain happy in front of my boyf and make our days happier. Smile then! :)

letsconclude @ 2008-11-05T12:36:00

2008-11-05T04:57:20Z

Happy birthday Daddy and God-ma.

Daddy - Although you and mummy aint together, you moved out of the house. I used to really hate you alot, but after everything i realise i still miss you sometimes. No matter what, you are still my dad, no matter what happen's between you and mummy, we have no rights to interfere. Seeing my uncle's treating their son and daughter so good, somehow i wished to have a father to love and share my troubles with me. Today is your birthday, lets hope you had a great day or even have a great life ahead. Work hard and earn money live happily like you never had before. Its been month ever since i saw you, i don't know what you're doing now. Staying at where, working as what. Sometime i do worry for you and asked mummy about you, but she would just give me a answer saying i don't know. God bless everything you are doing now.

God-ma - We drifted after some misunderstood between you and my mom. Yeah, she even wanted me to disown you. Every saturday seeing you ignoring me do hurt me. I'm used to it after sometime, perhaps you don't want me as your god- daughter anymore but evern though you'll still be my auntie so what's the different. Nothing much to say.

My body are aching.

2008-11-05T03:54:40Z

Haha, I've been going bowling lately with my parents. They even made personal bowling ball for themselves like as if they are going for any tonermant. Retard. Recently I thought of things i should not have thought of, realising things that should not be realise. I'm sorry if i did hurt boyf, but i can't just run away from the fact that my heart had. I know you'll be there for me, you'll give me moral support. Yup, i won't let you down anyway, as you say we been through so many things to be together again. I been having ridiculous dreams, about friends and my boyf. Perhaps i'm just missing my school friend alot that make me dream of them. Another thing, tracy is single again, there goes, she dump me aside. I'm going to kill her, for sure! haha kidding. My boyf is behaving like a pig these days. Without 15 hours of sleep, he won't wake up. He sleep's earlier then me and wake up later then me. Every night and morning, i got to stone and wait till he is awake. Goosh! I'm totally boring. I am trying to change myself for the better. Change myself for my boyf and my mom. I've been reading newspaper lately to improve my english. Lol! I don't wish to fail my N level next year. My report book is still in school. haha. I am having my breakfast now. Shall update some other time. bye

I miss my Boyf ~

2008-11-03T07:50:20Z

Haha, its been 2 days since i saw my boyf. Lets hope he is missing me, cause if he is not i'm so gonna kill him. haha kidding. I'm such a nice person why would i kill my own boyf. haha! I read gekming blog. She and jermayne just can't stop being lovely together. Stop making me jealous you two. Kidding. Acturlly i was suppose to be with boyf at this moment of time. Guess what happen? He is still sleeping like a pig and its raining heavily now. Cover your blanket my dear ; don't catch a cold! You just recovered, don't fall sick again. haha. This two days been out with my mom and uncle. Yesterday they made me climb two hill, mount faber hill and telok something hill. I scream like crazy as i was afraid of height. My uncle was like laughing and laughing at me, saying i useless. WTH! haha, but i indeed had fun with them. We went bowling after that. Saw wenhui and dania, they brought me over to food centre as they say Miss heng was there with her boyfriend. haha, went over to tease her or something. Played bowling, hey my bowling improved alot okay! haha. Oh i miss my boyf like crazy, someone just wake him up now! Goodbye

letsconclude @ 2008-10-31T16:27:00

2008-10-31T08:28:57Z

My tummy just can't stop hurting. Ouch!

letsconclude @ 2008-10-29T11:23:00

2008-10-29T03:25:05Z

I'm getting in love with Whitney Houston songs ~ Her songs are great!

letsconclude @ 2008-10-29T10:27:00

2008-10-29T03:10:38Z

i could not get to sleep, or even get more sleep! I'm just too bored okay ~ haha. Yesterday went over hospital to visit tracy boyf went voer to safra with tracy and bear. Played, laugh and eat. Lol Simple! Went over to downtown, saw hubert and co. Sebas and co. Boyf were like busy talking to them! i hate him, kidding. He put my crispy chicken aside and went to smoke. The person almost added chilli on it when i scream at him. Lol. He got shock. Whatever walked home after that. Finish my prison break season 3. haha. Msn messenger finally have colours in it. Log in and saw plenty of colours coming out from people nicks. Goodbye. off for breakfast! :)

letsconclude @ 2008-10-27T12:10:00

2008-10-27T05:03:49Z

Oh my the picture's are irritating me, spend or even waste my time! Lol, whatever. Deleted all. Left last two picture that are place on the top. Later on? not really sure where i'll be going. One definate thing is that i'll be with my mom! :) My brother is busy preparing now, while my sister and mother are sleeping like pigs. Boyf is at his grandparent house sleeping. 3 days ~ i dint see my boyf for 3 days already. haha oh i miss him. Work? Don't think i'll be working, anyway i brought plain hoodies yesterday. Did i even mention in my last post? i think i did? Lol whatever. I'm just finding things to type.My breakfast or even lucnh is here! Yea! Goodbye.

letsconclude @ 2008-10-26T17:23:00

2008-10-26T09:29:45Z

Yesterday was my uncle's birthday. Had great fun only thing is that my tummy keep hurting. I'm feelings much better after having some medication. Photo's will be uploaded on them. Cream is the main thing in every picture. haha, Old yet childish. Haha! Today at dim sum and world rounding. Kinda boring. Now currently at my uncle house killing time. My head spinning.

letsconclude @ 2008-10-24T12:50:00

2008-10-24T04:53:59Z

My gastric hurts like crazy, i'm in full of pain now. Ouch! Medicine dont cure it, took tons of medicine nothing helps. God help me, its hurting. I don't know what happen, why my gastric is hurting so badly. I vomited what i ate, i just cant fill my stomuch. This is terrible.

letsconclude @ 2008-10-23T15:03:00

2008-10-23T07:08:20Z

I GOT PROMOTED TO SECONDARY 4! ~ :)
haha, was darm lucky i was even afraid that i would retain. Thank god!

letsconclude @ 2008-10-22T12:47:00

2008-10-22T05:02:43Z

I've been going everyday ever since last 2 weeks. Kinda tired out of playing and travelling. Somehow i wish to stay home and rest, but i would always hesitate. I had a very bad dream yesterday, i dreamt of my boyf having another girlf outside hugging her infront of me. i ran along some sharp things and cut myself. For the first time, i saw my boyf not doing something for me, as in like dont know how to describe but yeah. I woke up all a sudden when i heared my boyf screaming at me. I can't get to sleep at the moment of time. I was like, somehow afraid my dream would happen. Its just a short dream, such a stupid dream. Whatever, yesterday meet boyf under my block, went over to whitesands to eat. Saw yongteck and "zhongchou" went over to tampines to collect money from dengyuan, then over to penni to meet qizhi, lionel , yongteck, dennis and "zhongchou". Shop there, qizhi brought shirt, hoodies and shorts. Dennis brought a bag, a dj bag. Lol, Went to eat and train back to tampinies while lionel, yongteck and " zhongchou" alight at pasir ris. Walk over to Nana house, slack there chit chat. Soon junyu, rachel and fabian came along. Anyway i think my boyf is crazy yesterday, keep punching my face. Pimples! Gonna scream at him, kidding. boyf cab me home together with qizhi, while the others go over to rayson house for majong. Lol. Goodbye

letsconclude @ 2008-10-21T11:16:00

2008-10-21T03:25:54Z

Nobody wanna go school! My school is going east coast park today, haha. Called wen hui and tracy to go, neither one wants to go. End up, i woke up at a time of now! wth! Pissed off la, kidding. haha. Yesterday went over to 256 to meet chinkiat, he cried and cried over Tracy and his friend Marcus. I got nothing to say, but yeah just dont cry anymore! No point la, haha. After that took 3 over to rayson house, saw yeeling and her boyf in the bus. wooooooo ~ after a long time, finally i get to see her. Waited for rayson and edmus went up to play, rayson father actually said his son and edmus are cheater, wanna cheat our money. haha! Played and play till my mom came to fetch me. Went over to novena to fetch my brother, alan and albert. :) Home sweet home after that. Goodbye.

letsconclude @ 2008-10-20T11:35:00

2008-10-20T03:41:38Z

I'm tired~ i could not get even more sleeps. My brain thinking of something.

letsconclude @ 2008-10-19T11:28:00

2008-10-19T03:41:15Z

Happy 6th month to us baby ~ :)
I'm not sure if i could come out later haha. Lets hope i could! God bless me. I cut bangs, oh my i look toot. My sister called me an mushroom, wth! haha. she look like a ghost while making her hair, thats worst. happen to pass by weiwen blog. there again, there is someone using my name to tag him. the person just dont understand. i wont bother, anyway its all the past. He should even believe its not me. If he dont then so be it, no point explaining to him. Nothing better to do, thats not even my typing pattern. who bothers, yesterday spend 5 hours waiting for my sister to get her hair reborn. luckily boyf was here to accompany me. later part, nichelle and serene came. Serene went off first as she's meeting her friends at bugis. Finally my sister hair is done, my sister mae them work OVERTIME! what a gangster, its already 11.30 by then. Cab over to 85, saw jiahui and co. including nichelle boyf. haha. Ate and cab home, this time is my turn to send boyf home! hahaha, what a good sin i have, to pity him going home alone. Never once he thank me, asshole. i hate him! kidding. Goodbye.

letsconclude @ 2008-10-18T11:24:00

2008-10-18T03:35:36Z

Morning peeps ~
i just had my breakfast, my tummy is bloated. hha. Yesterday went to mart to eat, then over to bedok 45 to meet qizhi,desmond,randy and kat. on coincidence we saw yongteck,lionel and dion. Boyf brought food for his grandma and grandpa, i accompanied him over to his grandparents house. haha. After that went back to bedok45 to find them, chit chat about things, gossips about this and that finally i'm going home. boyf cab me home and went to 445 to find yongteck and co. He lied to me, i hate him! whatever dont wish to spoil my mood, later not sure where i'm going. I promised my mom to accompany her today, no choice. haha. Goodbye

letsconclude @ 2008-10-17T18:20:00

2008-10-17T10:23:52Z

Muahahahahah ~ Lol, currently at my boyf house waiting for him to get ready. Not sure where we'll be going? but mostly will be going bugis to find qizhi. haha. boyf suggested to go safra? Pool again! boring. Lol. i'm bored now. ate tons of crackers which makes my sore thoart hurts now. All his fault. LMAO! My tummy, is calling for food ~ haha. i wanna eat, i'm so so so hungry. whatever, i'm just being boring so decided to come and blog. haha. Goodbye

letsconclude @ 2008-10-17T13:17:00

2008-10-17T05:23:17Z

Its raining heavily now, im freezing. Where is my boyf?! i need his hug badly. :)
we had a big quarreled yesterday due to some misunderstanding, i miss him. message him but there is no reply. Think he is still sleeping like a pig now, haha. trying to get livejournal. changing of url and intrest. haha, xanga aint as nice as livejournal so decided to use live journal at the moment of the time. but is does not mean that im closing my blogspot acc. haha. Just kinda boring.haha! Later i'm not sure where i'll be going. Just wait and see (: